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Jasmina
“Do you have any other recurring dreams?”
I
laugh. “You’re still reading that book, aren’t you?”
Molly
peers over her glasses, a gesture meant to inspire intellectual authority.
“Well look here, Miss Smartass. When were dreams ever not a part of psychoanalysis?”
“I
would love to offer a retort but I suspect I would be wrong.”
“Smart
girl.”
“Smart
ass, smart girl. So what’s the problem?”
“Life.
Every person in the world is an algebraic equation, and life is x.”
“The
variable.”
“Yes.
Now. Dreams?”
I
lean back my head and close my eyes. Last night’s feature begins to roll.
“It’s
my number two, after the fire and flood. It shows up maybe once a month. Not
very dramatic. But curious.”
“Shoot.”
“I’m
a courier. A UPS delivery chick. I am wandering a deserted downtown –
skyscrapers, alleys – late at night. I’ve got a package, size of a shoebox, and
I can’t find the address. Then I see a sign and I have that a-ha moment. A
glass door slides open; I slip inside. No one’s around, so I set down the
package and I leave.”
“Is
that a little odd, just leaving it like that?”
“In
my dreams, I am wildly irresponsible.”
“Yeah.
Sure. But you did make the delivery.”
Paul
“So
if we’re meeting here, will I be charged?”
Molly
emits a very unprofessional snicker. “Don’t worry. Our running arrangement with
Ava covers all my hours.”
“And
They said that marijuana would be my ruination.”
Now
I get laughter. It occurs to me that, in another life, I might already have
asked Molly Sharp out. A woman that smart, who laughs that freely. Very sexy.
“I’m
thinking soon I may need a psychologist for myself.”
“I’m in therapy. I highly recommend it.
We spend so much money keeping our cars tuned up. Why not tune up your brain?”
The
laughter’s gone. She wanders to the window. It’s spooky-rainy, dark phantoms
scaling the hills.
“Do
you get popcorn out of this relationship?”
“Oh
yeah. I notice, however, that it’s always in the small bag. Could be she
doesn’t want a fat boyfriend.”
“Smart
girl.”
Her
pause goes on for a long time. I get the feeling she’s trying to bait me into
starting a conversation.
“So
are we actually going to talk about something?”
She
turns from the window and folds her hands. She wears a fuzzy white sweater that
accentuates her breasts. Which is something I’m not supposed to be noticing.
“I
am wading into tricky ethical waters. Lots of details that I am not supposed to
divulge. Unless you already know them. Jasmina informs me that she’s been
talking to you about a lot of this.”
“The
dreams?”
She
gives me the look of a chess master. “Name them.”
I
settle back on the couch (may as well get my money’s worth). “Can’t get out of
the basement. Fire, then water. Sass Hunter in a kayak. That was me, by the
way.”
“How
so?”
“Sass
told me to kiss her on the forehead.”
“Okay.
The other half is public knowledge. Jasmina painted your stockroom walls
because…”
“Um,
because… Oh! Froze up. Couldn’t go into the basement.”
Molly
holds up a piece of invisible yarn and pulls it across. “Connect the dots.”
“Oh! The basement. Allegorical?”
She
walks to her chair, bouncing her palms together. “I fear not. You think you can
finish this thought for me?”
“Okay.
Let’s see. Self-injury often originates in childhood trauma. We’re talking…
confinement? Abuse?”
“I
didn’t say that. But now I sorta feel like I
should be paying you.”
“Nonsense.
Just going for the obvious.”
“So
you’re Occam’s Barber?”
I
laugh. Molly smiles. “I’m glad somebody
gets my jokes. The thing is, I’m venturing into some dangerous shit, and I
would dearly love some more information.”
“I’m
at a dead end. In fact, I’m parked at the dead end, my car is out of gas, and I
am banging my head on the steering wheel.”
“But
you do have one more arrow in your quiver.”
It
takes me approximately five seconds to get the reference. “But you know that thing is toxic.”
“Perhaps
you need a firewall.”
“You
are really into this private-eye shit.”
“Psychologist,
detective, treasure hunter…”
I
hold up a hand. “Okay. Let me work this out. Firewall, firewall…”
It’s
such a buzz when the light bulb goes on. I give Molly a smile.
“Sacagewea.”
“New
Beginnings. Sass Hunter.”
Her
voice is just as I imagined. Red velvet cake. Sarah Vaughan. And she’s not even
trying. Prostitution, hell. Phone sex.
“Hi.
This is Paul Debenkof. Jasmina’s guy.”
“Paul!
What a treat. How’s my girl?”
“Doing
well.”
“Then
why are you calling?”
“Damn!
You’re quick.”
A
throaty laugh. “What did you expect?”
“Exactly.
But one quick digression. I kissed her on the forehead, and you appeared in her
dream.”
“Alive?”
“In
a kayak.”
“Naturally.
So what’s up?”
“I
have a favor to ask.”
“Anything.”
I
send her the number in an email. Two hours later, I’m in my room watching
television. Jasmina’s across the street, working the box office.
“Hi.
It’s the ghost. Is the coast clear?”
I
glance out the window. “She’s selling tickets. What’s the dope?”
“The
toxic number has retrieved a man. A young man, Jasmina’s age. Not a relative.”
“Now,
that email account – Mr. Paine – is that secure?”
“Yes.
I use it only at the library.”
“Excellent.
Our young man, who has not as yet revealed his name, is going to send you a
list of instructions.”
“That’s
odd.”
“Oh,
so you’re the only one who gets to be mysterious?”
“But
I’m the one holding the hostage. What’s he
got?”
“Oh
he’s got somethin’.”
“Do
tell.”
A
little breath of a laugh. Crafty. “No. Not till you promise me something.”
“I
am surrounded by extortionists!”
“Yeah,
yeah. Yakety-schmakety. I want to see Jasmina. If the doc gives the okay. You
let me know, I’ll be out on the next flight.”
“Okay.
I’ll ask.”
“Okay.”
Silence.
I hear her fingernails click a tattoo on her desk.
“He’s
the father.”
“But…”
“Jasmina
has a child.”
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